One morning my spouse, Peggy, asked me if I thought
Stephen King was insane. Not your typical morning coffee question.
Apparently,
a woman in her water aerobics class had just finished It and complained about its dark ending, which led her to throw the
book at the nearest wall. She and her companions concluded King had to be
insane if he could create such monsters and dark endings. Peggy wanted my take
on the subject since I was a writer.
King may be insane. I have no clue as to his mental
state. Many authors have been, depending on the definition of insane used. But
my answer was that he has a vivid imagination, which all authors rely on. That is
how we create fiction.
So how do we imagine what we
don’t know? According to cognitive scientists, imagination is influenced by our
environment, our memories, and what we know about how the world works. You may
ask yourself what world horror writers live in, but an alternative world does
not make them insane or evil, any more than the science fiction writer, romance
writer, or mystery writer.
Some people may think I had a
dark childhood as I often write stories of child-abuse, sexual-abuse, violence,
and murders. Nothing could be further from the truth. My childhood was the envy
of others. Those horrible events I write about happened to others. I was just
keenly aware of the world beyond me.
I don’t consider myself evil just because I can
imagine evil. Imagination allows me to roam a
world the victims and assailants might have lived in so I can capture what
otherwise average people, some of whom I vaguely knew, experienced.
But entering alternative worlds
through imagination can lead one to forget, at least for a while, the world
around us. With both writing and reading, imagination can take us away for
hours on end. One loses a sense of time and place. It can be likened to an
out-of-body experience. When I write, I’m unaware of everything but the story.
A poet friend says he goes so far away at times that he’s surprised he comes
back.
So how close to insanity is this
place we go while writing? What is the difference between a psychotic break and
writing fiction? Awareness. The insane are not aware that the world they have
gone to is made up, not real. Think of Jack in The Shining, who thinks his several hundred page manuscript is
brilliant though it is one line typed over and over.
Writers, no matter how far we
drift from the real world, will eventually hear the phone ring, finally realize
the pain in our backs from sitting too long, or suddenly know it’s time for
lunch. We may be frustrated we have to leave our imaginary world behind for
such mundane and trivial matters, but we do come back. At least, until we write
again.